Welcome to my thought dungeon. This is intended to be a place where I show you my strangest
    questions, theories, fun facts, just my thoughts in general that I feel like sharing c:
    20 entries and I'll impliment a changing page function. 



    
 
Ah, hello. I am suddenly hyperfixated on Tf2, and I am of course being
very normal about it (total lie). Also why are german accents so 
cyuuuuuuuuuuute? Not like the fake one in Tf2 (though Medic is very
adorable) but irl ones in general lol.

I'm making a lot of improvements in algebra! ^0^

Anyways I'm a little bummed about my own website not having much of
my actual art in it (outside of my gallery page). I feel like a poseur
for using as many borrowed graphics as I do. Like my site is purely
built upon the work of others which not much of my own acheivements
to show for it. If I gain the motivation to get off my ass and make
a bunch of art for my pages (may take a while since my digital art is
a bit shotty at best). Though my motivation heavily wavers in regards
to this site, I hope to add a lot more to it this year!

Turning 17 this year dude...Christ it's going by too fast :[

3/28/23



 
Heyyyy so yeah I relocated my orginal site to this URL 
 
My site was discovered when I really didn't want it to 
so I solved the issue in a very convoluted way by making 
copies of literally everything. New content soon.

12/6/22



RARARARARARARARA THOUGHT YOU COULD AVOID ME AY MOTHERFUCKER??? 

here are some fun life updates


-I want a milkshake
-I want to try pilk as disgusting as it sounds,,,, I am curious...
-I suddenly wanna screw the Postal 2 dude??? Will not clarify.
-I learned a bunch of random shit about Ethiopia because I was bored
-I saw a tellirium astronomical clock today and I thought it was the coolest thing ever
-I wrote like half a fanfic about Billy Lenz because I am a degenerate
-My November went by too fast
-I'm still shit at algebra 
-I can mentally unfold pieces of paper (will not clarify)

Ugh I know how bad the centered text is when it's a list sorry :[

Anyways my eyes burn from all of this screen staring, see ya loser.

12/3/22





 
    
Post-Halloween :D

I dressed as Rei Ayanami at school and you'll never guess what happened!
Somebody walking past me in the hall suddenly stopped to look at me.
I looked at them. They pointed at me. I realized something... oh my god...
It was someone dressed as Shinji!!!! We just pointed at eachother!
I sorta-yelled, "IT'S YOU...SHINJI....!!!" it was awesome!! I got some 
compliments on my costume throughout the day :)

I went trick or treating and had pretty good luck (tons of candy)!

I'm way too cheery and emotion-ful to be a Rei lolol

11/1/22



 
    
Top 10 reasons for boyfriend

1.bodygaurd
2.I am too scared to drive a car
3.waiters make me nervous
4.I have an excuse to steal clothes
5.I can paint him
6.We can watch stupid movies
7.I can play multiplayer on games
8.I have someone to explain the entirety of evangelion lore to
9.we can combine our ideas into one huge cloud of idea
10.h-h-h-hand ..... holding eep!

In another chain of thought, the new riddler comic was released today and
I plan on searching for it in my local comicbook store this weekend :]

10/25/22



 
    
CRAZY NEWS GUYS MY DAD HAD A VCR IN HIS CLOSET AND ME AND MY BROTHER SET IT UP IN
HIS ROOM AND WATCHED TOY STORY!! DREAMS DO COME TRUE!!! I'll go to a thrift store
sometime soon and get myself some kewl tapes (perhaps home recordings hehe). I 
REALLY want to find a VHS of Ringu!!! That would be MEGA epic.

10/3/22



 
    
I want to buy a VCR and then find a bunch of random home video tapes from thrift stores
and then archive all of the footage I find. If there are recordings of TV broadcasts I
could find some dumb advertisements and post them to youtube or I could find something
even better... (LOST MEDIA) which I can also then post onto youtube.

Yesterday I tries to repair the PS2 my dad found in a freebin by dismantling it and 
cleaning the laser which ended up not working :( 

10/2/22



 
    
I'M FINALLY FREE!!!
    
I've been stuck doing Algebra make up tests during lunch everyday for the past 2
weeks and FINALLY,,, FINALLY,,, I FINISHED!!! I FUCKING HATE ALGEBRA!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Now I can see my friends at lunch ^_^

I also brought my F in Algebra up to a D which is,,, okay

I'm thinking about possible careers in forensics but I can't come up with anything
right now. I would like to know what it's like to be a forensic patholohist but 
unsurprisingly it smells horrible there and there's bloodborne deseases involved.
I wish there was something where you could work as an intern for different careers
for only one day to observe what it's like to do daily tasks in that feild.
preferably for free lololol



HERE'S A PARTY I THREW FOR THIS MOMENTOUS OCASSION!!!!




9/21/22

    

First real day in biology class and I think I'm really going to enjoy this year :)

My teacher has a horse skull, animal vertibrae, kitten fetuses, horse fetus, cow heart,
dog tumor, and a snake's skin and she said she'll show me and my friend the horse up
close :D

We were asking a lot of questions and I've had this one question floating in my head
and I needed to know this so I asked her if a sperm cell could possibly be grown into
a full organism artificially out of the body, she said "no, you need and egg" I said
"Yeah okay what if you also had the sperm and the egg?" and she told me about artificial
placentas that could make that possible in the future. So I had this strange idea that 
all of my friends thought was crazy and that I wasn't making sense but hear me out here.

In Norway there's this vault filled with seeds for just about every plant in the event of
a disaster leading to the death of all plant life in the area called the "Svalbard Global 
Seed Vault". What I thought was what if we made a vault filled with the frozen sperm and 
eggs of nearly every animal in the event of an extinction and we could artificially grow 
the animals without a surragate! Of course this is just my dumb little idea and I'm sure
some big adult science-y people have already put that into consideration but y'know,,,
whatever... human sperm and eggs can basically be frozen forever but human embreyos can't.
Of course I don't really know how long other animals sperm and eggs could be preserved but
that's something we can figure out as we go :)

I sould like a mad woman but I'm totally serious about this! 

anyways I call it the SEED vault (haha)



8/11/22
  
    
    
I'd like to build my own A.I and build it a body if it was possible. Only one though, I don't wanna 
take over the world I just wanna make an A.I. . Don't worry lol I hardly know HTML let alone how to 
even come close to creating artificial intelligence! I would like to make something like the singing 
android in the "I Feel fantastic" video though. I find her very very interesting :P
    
    
    
Speaking of Tara....... I'm sure you've seen I Feel Fantastic but have you seen these?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgdM_UwFMK4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pprnSaH3k-E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jQivl2XLBw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ak7dWr5zuu4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-9v7azMsno
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-D5viZexKJY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6TdRD3moBk

bye for now

8/7/22